The Angel Inside Me written November 23rd, 2013

Ever since my near death experience, I have felt like a different person, which I’ve mentioned in my earlier posts. It wasn’t until last night that I realized what it was that I was feeling. I was feeling the angel inside me for the first time ever. I had suppressed him for so long that he became silent inside me, waiting for me to recognize him again. Yes, you heard right, my angel is male. This would account for how masculine I’ve always been. I’ve always related more to men than women and never understood why until now.

I believe that we are all born with an angel inside us. This is what gives us life and what activates our brain and our minds. This is why scientists still can’t figure out what makes our minds work. I know you probably think I’ve lost my mind, but I only want you to consider the possibility. What if that voice inside your head, which is commonly believed to be your conscience, is actually the angel inside you? Don’t believe me? I want you to literally talk inside you mind to your angel and see what happens. In my experience, you’ll be overwhelmed with peace once you recognize the existence of your angel. Now that I have recognized mine, I find that I can simply tell him what I need to have a good day and that I intend to have a good day and it just happens. If I’m having a bad day, I tell him about it and ask for his help.

Does this mean that you have to believe in God or Jesus Christ or Buddha or another God of some kind? That is a hard question for me to answer. In my experience, life is so much easier if you recognize that there must be a power greater than you. However, you do NOT have to be religious, practice religion, or believe in a God in order to have a peaceful relationship with your angel. The incredible thing about recognizing your angel is that you will start feeling a little less lonely. Angels are in all of us. Angels do not discriminate based on sexual orientation, beliefs, work experience, education, or wealth. If you are alive, an angel exists inside you.

If this is true then why do some people commit murder and rape? And what about sociopaths (people who have no conscience)?

In the cases of murderers and rapists that eventually claim remorse, I honestly believe that their negative lifestyles and the negative environment their angel had to live in while inside those people’s minds, actually turned their angels into demons. However, with much contemplation, in prison perhaps or wherever they might have their moment of conscientiousness, they can slowly wield their demon back into an angel. Does this mean they should be forgiven for what they’ve done? That is a choice that must be made on an individual basis by you personally.

I believe that in some cases, like sociopathy; a person is not directly connected to their angel. I’m not sure why this happens and I’m not sure it can be fixed.

Okay, so I want to believe you, now what?

Now that you know, you can change your entire perspective about your life. It is never too late to see things as they really are. You are NEVER alone. If you feel alone, it’s because you haven’t accepted the angel inside you. Your angel will do everything in its power to assist you. If times are hard, ask your angel to give you some insight. You won’t hear words, but you might get some awareness or some new perspective about the situation. Personally, I suddenly can see things in my mind’s eye that I didn’t see before. As I’m writing this, I’ve asked for His help and I’ve had no issues or struggles while writing this.

I want to tell you what my angel told me after I first recognized him. When I say told, I mean made ME aware. He told me that he never realized how hard it was to live with a human. He didn’t realize how little control of our own lives we have. He had never accounted for the fact that our lives are highly affected by the people around us. He didn’t know that I needed his help because I never asked for it. The angels inside us live dormant unless we are in situations that might kill us or unless we ask for them. I have certainly taken my angel on the ride of a lifetime. Angels are inherently curious, just like humans. If you are excited about something, it’s hard for them not to become excited too. This explains why so many people fall into drug addiction or addictions of any kind. Angels are not aware of the concept of corporeal dependence because they’ve never had human bodies before.

Humans are not the only creatures on Earth that have angels inside them. Animals do as well. From what I’ve "come to understand", angels start out in creatures of the lowest level of evolution and work their way up to human residence. This means that your dog and or cat also have an angel inside them. This explains our need to speak with our animals as though they understand and speak English.

I am not a practicing religious person, but I am a religious person. I am unable to write about this without talking a little about my belief system, although I will not actually state what my religious preference is. Unlike the angels in most religious belief systems, such as my own, not all angels are messengers of God. They are not all leaders of Heaven, as suggested in most religious texts. There are very low level angels, such as the ones inside us. It is widely believed that these angels are the luckiest of all angels because they get to live lives where freedom and choice are not controlled. They get to experience all kinds of things that angels of higher statute do not get to experience.

I know that these may seem like outrageous claims to you, but what harm can it bring if you give it a chance? You sacrifice nothing by recognizing the possibility. That is all I’ve ever hoped for anyone. This is why I named my blog The Real Possibility. At the time that I first started writing, I did not understand why I was so drawn to this title and now I know. It was always His intention to be recognized by me. I can’t believe I’ve waited so long. I’ve always known that I had something inside me that was more powerful than I was; I just never knew what it was. Now that I know, my life will never be the same.

If you have any questions or doubts that you want to discuss, please feel free to write me a note on the contact page of this blog and I will be sure to get back to you as quickly as possible.

Sending you and your angel light and love.
 

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